”I Wish“ is a deluxe track on “PSYCHO”
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Running scared in the corner, I don’t know what to do and
And it gets quiet at night, cause the parents don’t allow noise
But here I am, living out my life.. still with the memories of the past
But here I am, with a child I wish would never grow old
To you, everything can stay so wonderful
I could never give you immortality
Maybe hoping will do the trick
Oh, sometimes I wish I could their life
Why can’t I have a better life, I thought
Oh, sometimes I wish I could have all the luxury
I wish, you would never meet the mean people in the world
I’ll never let them near you, but I know it can’t stay this way forever
No one will ever take a razor to your skin
Sometimes I wish I could keep this up until the end
Sometimes I wish I could’ve had their life when I was younger
My brother was getting yelled at in the other room
Grandparents getting old, wanted to keep them with me everyday
Looking back, I don’t know what I was wishing for
But now here I am playing with you in the playroom
I don’t know why I’m still holding on so tight to something I hated so much
I didn’t forget all the times I wanted to leave behind
But now here I am with you, watching TV, at 12am
Oh, sometimes I wish I could their life
Why can’t I have a better life, I thought
Oh, sometimes I wish I could have all the luxury
I wish, you would never meet the mean people in the world
I had to learn all the terrors of life when I was older than everyone else
And it was horrible, I don’t know what I should do with you
Everyday I wish the troubles of life would go away
Everyday I wish I would never leave you
I can’t throw away the thought of having you face life alone
Please stay safe, even when I’m not here
You’re gonna be alright, don’t worry I’m here
All I needed from the start was a better mother
I started to realize that people I loved was in the family picture too
Oh, sometimes I wish I could their life
Why can’t I have a better life, I thought
Oh, sometimes I wish I could have all the luxury
I wish, you would never meet the mean people in the world
I’ll never let them near you, but I know it can’t stay this way forever
No one will ever take a razor to your skin
Sometimes I wish I could keep this up until the end
Sometimes I wish I could’ve had their life when I was younger
Here I am scared with nothing to do once you’re an adult
It’s now time for you to go to college, how fast the years went by
It’s so much more painful that I had expected
And I can’t stop thinking about you and the child photos
I wished upon a star that you would stay childish
I wished upon a star that you would never age
But I know that’s just impossible
But I never wanted you to leave me when you grow older
Why can’t I have a better life, I thought
Oh, sometimes I wish I could have all the luxury
I wish, you would never meet the mean people in the world
I’ll never let them near you, but I know it can’t stay this way forever
No one will ever take a razor to your skin
Sometimes I wish I could keep this up until the end
Sometimes I wish I could’ve had their life when I was younger